Sam knew, as anybody will know, that when you wake up ….. and smell your dead father right beside you, then you know the shifty shadow of God is lurking. And Sam knew damnwell that when the shifty shadow is about, you roll yourself a smoke and stay under the sheet and don't move till you see what happens.
- Tim Winton, Cloudstreet. Perhaps I moved when I shouldn't have. How else do you explain the last 2 years? Creation. Birth. Death. Hope. Disappointment. Anger. Jealousy. And Love.
Friday, 23 October 2009
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Beta 45. (9 days post 6 day transfer)
Not looking good, have to have another test on Monday.
Ugh - why can't IF ever be easy.. just once? Sorry for the low #, but keep the faith. There is another blogger that had an initial beta of 35 who is now 12 weeks or so.. the yellow room. Good luck! :)
I know that this number doesn't fill you with jumping out of your skin confidence, and I totally understand that. However, I still have to reserve judgement until Monday. Will be thinking of you over the long, long, weekend wait. xx
12 comments:
Oh sweetie Im sorry...but - you never know, chin up!
Waiting with you for definitive news.
{{{{B}}}}
it's a number, B. the important thing is that it doubles. I'll be waiting with you too.
I'm hoping this is just a late implanter and a low beta that will double or even triple! I'm hopeful!
Sending love and hugs!!!
monday seems a world away... waiting with you for the news.
Certainly not a great number. But also not necessarily bad. The jury's still out. Beta Hell sucks. I'm sorry.
Ugh - why can't IF ever be easy.. just once? Sorry for the low #, but keep the faith. There is another blogger that had an initial beta of 35 who is now 12 weeks or so.. the yellow room. Good luck! :)
I dunno, it sounds good enough to me! I agree with Luna, it just needs to double. I'm feeling hopeful for you!!
I know that this number doesn't fill you with jumping out of your skin confidence, and I totally understand that. However, I still have to reserve judgement until Monday. Will be thinking of you over the long, long, weekend wait. xx
Oh, I so know this story - but it does seem to work out perfectly for some people, and I hope that turns out to be you!
Lots of good wishes for that second number.
Wishing you a more than doubled number Monday
Thinking about you and hoping the beta is doubling.
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