Sam knew, as anybody will know, that when you wake up ….. and smell your dead father right beside you, then you know the shifty shadow of God is lurking. And Sam knew damnwell that when the shifty shadow is about, you roll yourself a smoke and stay under the sheet and don't move till you see what happens. - Tim Winton, Cloudstreet. Perhaps I moved when I shouldn't have. How else do you explain the last 2 years? Creation. Birth. Death. Hope. Disappointment. Anger. Jealousy. And Love.