Sunday, 2 March 2008

red, white (but no pink)

Standing in the shower with my hand between my legs.
Trying to stop the blood.
Trying to make it stay inside.

Please don't go

Please

don't go

little Bo

I

love you

so

much.

23 comments:

Lori said...

Oh, B. I am so sorry for the loss.

I know it is deep.

Wish I could be there to hold you, but know I am helping support you as you mourn and grieve.

I'm sad, too.

apronstringsemily said...

I am so sorry ... I wish there was a way to send a great big hug and my shoulder to cry on. You are definitely in my thoughts and prayers.

Kami said...

I am so sorry. I wish there is more I could do or say to ease the pain.

jeanie said...

I am so so sorry for this loss. You so deserve some joy in your life. Please remember that there are many of us who are thinking of you and hoping for you.

CLC said...

I am speechless. I am so, so sorry for your loss. I wish I had some words of comfort, but I know there are none. I am thinking of you and your husband.

Pamela Jeanne said...

My heart breaks for you...so wish there was something we could do to stop the pain.

Sunny said...

So sad. So sorry. Big hugs!

Caro said...

shit! So sorry.

tonya said...

I am deeply sorry for your loss. I know there is little I can say to offer comfort at this time, but please know you are in my thoughts. Do you have anyone (family, friends) there who are there for you?

Please be gentle with yourself.

The Town Criers said...

I am so so sorry, sweetie.

Katie said...

I'm so sorry.

I wish there was more that I could say or do.

This hurt. . . no mother should have to feel this pain.

So, SO sorry.

Michell said...

I'm so very sorry.

Summer said...

I'm sorry. So very sorry.

isntitprettytothinkso said...

I am so sorry. It is so hard to go through this. Sending healing thoughts your way and wishing you didn't have to go through this.

Courtney said...

I'm so very sorry. Please take care of you during this time. You are in my thoughts...

Miss Conception said...

I am so very sorry. So very, very sorry. I held the blood back in December and I cried when I read this today. Sister-hood thoughts are with you.

luna said...

so so sorry. like everyone else, wish there was something to ease the pain. thinking of you. ~luna

Ahuva Batya said...

I am crying for you. Please take care.

Rachel said...

I am sorry for your loss!

orodemniades said...

This post broke my heart.

I am so, so utterly sorry for your loss.

nutmeg96 said...

Oh no. I am so sorry.

annacyclopedia said...

I'm so very sorry for your loss.

msfitzita said...

Oh God, no!!

I'm so very sorry. So very, very sorry.