Monday, 19 January 2009

Apparantly not

The home pregnancy test only had one line. Blood test tomorrow.

Yes - I even hid the frozen cycle from you dear friends because...... well...... I don't know why.

But I was so very very happy for the first three days, before worry arrived. A quality of happy that I almost didn't recognise. So deeply peaceful and - happy!

Sigh.

12 comments:

Nikki said...

I hope you get your miracle tomorrow!

Mrs. Spit said...

I'm really sorry.
(((hugs)))

luna said...

so sorry B. that just sucks.

niobe said...

I'm sorry. Sigh....

Michele said...

I'm so sorry, B. Makes me cry. It's just not fair. None of this crap is.

Pamela Jeanne said...

I would have hidden it, too. damn pee sticks. sorry.

Lori said...

I am sighing with you. How disappointing and disheartening.

I'm sorry, B.

{{{B}}}}

Kami said...

It is nice that you can still enjoy and appreciate those days of hope. I'm so sorry it didn't work out.

I wish there was more that I could do. I will still be holding on to some hope until we hear about the blood test.

Rachel said...

So, sorry. That just sucks.

Hugs.

Me said...

It's been said that sometimes you have to hide your love away... well perhaps sometimes you have to hide your hope away too.

tonya said...

I am deeply sorry. I will stubbornly hold out a wild hope that tomorrow's blood test shows otherwise.

CLC said...

I'm sorry..