Monday, 9 March 2009
I f#@kin don't like this.
My first embie didn't survive.
My second embie had 100% cell rehydration (for those in the know about frozen embryos). If you are not in the know, well, it's good.
They put it back.
I have chest pains from panic. But I am not too worried, I googled and after reassuring myself that I was not about to die of either a broken heart or heart attack, I resigned myself to the fact that anxiety is going to be a part of this ride.
The momentum for life, both scientifically and spiritually, has to come from this little embie. I can provide the best environment possible, but as with all things to do with your kids, they ultimately need to do it for themselves.
Go embie. Have a will for life.