Monday, 8 October 2007

Confused

I never did get my vision.... my midnight encounter with God.

But the week went on moving and once again I am caught in it's flow. And I persist in believing that LOVE is the force that creates and sustains each molecule and moment of this crazy world. And I believe that God and LOVE are one and the same. And therfore I persist in believing that God loves me.

Here's this weeks proof.


My friend Ruby dancing.




Love in beauty.


Fellowship.


And I love my husband and he loves me. Which means...... everything.

I spent the week wondering why I did not feel worse, thinking that maybe all the greif and anger would hit me when I got my period. But the anger never came, or is still yet to come. I don't get it. I think I'll give up trying to get it. Maybe understanding yourself is not as important as I think it is.

4 comments:

Kristen said...

Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. [ I John 4:7-8]

You are so right that God and Love are the same. I'm glad you are feeling okay despite everything. And I'm glad you have your hubby there to lean on and let take care of you. XOXO

Courtney said...

Those are beautiful pictures.

Kami said...

Thank for sharing those pictures. They were a welcome reminder of the beauty in the world this morning.

I am constantly trying to understand myself too. "Navel gazing" is probably not as useful as I think it is.

Carole said...

This post really reached out and touched my soul. So beautiful.
~Carole